Few days ago, I’ve watched All My Life. It’s merely a story about 2 different persons with different perspectives. Si Luisa, isang tao na ococ. Lahat ng bagay sa buhay niya nakabase sa mga plano niya. She even lists down the things she needed and wanted to do. Pati ang pinakamaliit na detalye ng mga gamit niya. On the other hand, Sam was a happy-go-lucky guy. Walang kaplano-plano sa buhay. His motto: “Live life as if it’s your last day.” Paano ba naman kasi, maysakit siya and anytime pwede na siyang kunin ni Lord. He is not even using a watch! He didn’t want to focus on time. He just enjoys life. And that’s it. Then yun, their paths crossed and all of the sudden their lives changed.
I wasn’t struck by their love story anyway. Napaisip lang ako sa parang bottomline nito.
PLANS.
PLANS.
Ano nga bang mas maganda? Ang nakaplano o hindi? Luisa planned everything but a single mishap ruined it all. Mas mabuti kayang tumulad kay Sam na nag-eenjoy lang sa present niya at hindi na iniisip ang the next day? No expectations, no disappointments. Mahirap naman pero kung wala ka ngang plano, parang super gulo na ng mundong gagalawan mo. Di mo alam kung san ka pupunta, san mag-uumpisa, san titigil. How would you reach your goals? Parang strategy sa game, how would you win if you don’t even know what to do? But on the contrary, nakakatakot din palang magplano. What if fate wouldn’t allow your plans to happen? Paano pag napakapulido ng plano mo and you’re hoping… expecting that things would fall into place and yet, masisira lang pala ang lahat? Isn’t it more devastating?
Sa ngayon, marami akong plano sa buhay. But the big problem is I can’t even device a plan on how to realize those plans. Kaya nga until now I’ve got this double fear – fear that I don’t know how to play this game and fear that I would not win the game.
Sa ngayon, marami akong plano sa buhay. But the big problem is I can’t even device a plan on how to realize those plans. Kaya nga until now I’ve got this double fear – fear that I don’t know how to play this game and fear that I would not win the game.
Haay.. i think i need big help here.
This entry was posted
on Biyernes, Hunyo 18, 2010
at Biyernes, Hunyo 18, 2010
and is filed under
buhay-prinsesa,
desperadang ideya
. You can follow any responses to this entry through the
comments feed
.
